“Respect Our Roots”
Jay Castro
Free the White Buffalo
And everyone you know
That was left behind, when their family left,
and someone else’s ancestors took over the show.
It is time to be done with that.
And to let go of our plans.
While we are still honoured
To be amongst the children of the land.
They have old growths and ghosts
To go find throughout the year.
A cycle to respect,
And a story you’ll want to hear.
An avenue to understand,
As the markers of dust
Between all the life that we had.
The remains of those who
enjoyed a full life to do what they want
On what’s rightfully the children’s land.
Stolen and colonized, by your human hand.
God-given privilege
To fabricate power of a vertical span.
You know where the both of us
Equally stand.
Because we don’t fight wars with our guns,
But with ideology and behaviour.
And what we’ve found to be
The most valuable thing
Is the subdivision
Amongst all of us
To be a collective saviour
With plurality in the singular
Recognizing our inner mediator
And thus no one needing to be saved
When nobody is seen as inferior.
Let us open the doors to our ideology
And let each other be guests in each other’s rooms
Before going off to form our own anyways
With our own supply that we consume.
We do not control each other,
But we can check to see where we’re at.
I promise that I’ll hold me
And I’ll ensure that you also can
Be without a fear of culture,
Especially when it’s rooted in your land.
But this is just a wish
From a boy who stays a bridge
From one land to another
Afraid that neither one are his.
Knowing everything was built
Before he was even born.
Post-Indigeneity
The feeling of feeling torn.
Holding strong, and even stronger
As our ancestral voices command.
Knowing that it’s still up to me
To listen and to understand.
This is the Millennial Destiny
To open the doors
To bring culture back to our spirits.
The harmful values of the past that kept on flourishing
Was our responsibility to inhibit.
So our dream for our future
Is the final driving force
For everyone born afterwards
And for our collective ancestors
To be able to continue
And to dream forth.
It is time to
Respect our roots
And to gather together intimately
After taking off our shoes
And giving space to those who aren’t there
So that they can feel the fucking fire, too.
Jay (they/he) is a second generation uninvited guest of Filipino descent who resides, creates art, heals, and studies on the stolen lands of the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil-Waututh Nations. As a poet he seeks to collage real and imagined symbols into a metaphorical present. As a therapist he seeks to root each client back into their living context and culture. With both he challenges systemic injustices that play out in our day to day lives and honours the healing process needed along the way.
Instagram: @second.wnd