Arrival

Julia Escaño

You can let yourself unfold

into a thousand beams of light

stretching from a prism.

You can let your cupped palms catch

the golden liquid sun and touch it

with the skin of your lips.

You are see-through and radiant

And air. You are wind and

Gossamer wings.

You can let your toetips lift

a whirlwind of crystal dust beneath

your limbs. Let the weight fall.

Let the night shed. Let the moon

rise in your jet-black hair and stars

pour from your lungs.

You are birdsong and lullaby.

You are summer memories borne

by amihan’s notes.

And no winter shall ever touch your face.

Julia Escaño is a Filipino immigrant residing in unceded Coast Salish territory now known as Vancouver, Canada. She has degrees in Visual Communication from the University of the Philippines and Creative Writing from the University of British of Columbia. As a new member of the diaspora, she explores themes of immigration, identity, and belonging, and how these weave into a global, postcolonial society. Her poetry and nonfiction have appeared in Ricepaper and Grain, and is forthcoming in Prairie Fire. By day, she works as a copywriter for a Vancouver tech company and lives by the rules of her 8-month-old wiener dog, Napoleon.

Artist Statement: Immigration is not a mere act of moving from point A to point B. Immigration is a constant journey: an exploration of spaces and places, how these influence and interact with ever-evolving selves. It’s a cycle of interrogation and discovery, of finding one’s place in things despite the fragmentation caused by becoming uprooted. It’s always asking “Who am I? Who was I? Who am I here? What am I now?” and then probing deeper until one sees hints of their very first origins, until they can make sense of its basest shape and its new form in the new world it inhabits.

These poems are me digging, comprehending, digging some more, and maybe accepting—to an extent—the self that I have uncovered this time. They are expressions of my recognition of my present shape in this new world: I am a Brown woman, I am an immigrant, and I am ready to embrace it.